Thus, I've taken to writing in a totally uncensored, anonymous (mostly anonymous, anyway) format.  Much of what I am learning and gathering is very uncommon and a little bit freakish.  Much of what I have done and said is original and unusual.  It's maybe even downright strange.  I'm not really proud of but it's the path I'm taking and it's time I own up to the fact that this is my life for good or bad.  It is one life and one path.  It might be wrong or a mistake but it's all true.

     I will be posting letters, messages, and other things that I've received and altered a little bit so that I can't be tracked.  Unfortunately, this is only the internet - if you're dead set on doing so you can find out who I am.  But I really just want to catalogue my life.  I am a very unagressive person and I feel the feelings of others.

    This site is not for profit.  There will never be any advertisements that benefit me in any way.  Lots of my friends say that they wish to have a boyfriend or girlfriend to experience life's beauty with.  I share mine both good and bad with everyone.

WARNING:
    This website is NOT CENSORED IN ANY WAY.  There are no dirty pictures.  There is only text.  But some of the ideas are downright terrifying, I'm sure.  Some of it is fiction and some of it is all too real.  Some of it is taken from internet chats, some of it from my own experiences.  Some of it is flowery and romantic some of it of a breath of hellish evil and terrifying.  I'm not going to apologize for an ounce of it because it's all me and those that I've talked to.  And it's just words and thoughts.  I must express myself or wither away and die.  I must speak the truth because real life won't let me.  It never has.